And if I let myself go, I'm the only one to blame.

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I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest
or the girl who never wants to be alone
I don't wanna be that call at four o'clock in the morning
'Cause I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home

Ah, the sun is blinding
I stayed up again
Oh, I am finding
That's not the way I want my story to end

 

I'm safe, up high, nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain inside, you're my protection
But how do I feel this good sober?

I don't wanna be the girl who has to fill the silence...
The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth
Please don't tell me that we had that conversation
When I won't remember, save your breath, 'cause what's the use?

Ah, the night is calling
and it whispers to me softly, "come and play"
Ah, I am falling
and if I let myself go, I'm the only one to blame

I'm safe, up high, nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain inside, you're like perfection
But how do I feel this good sober?

I'm comin' down, comin' down, comin' down,
Spinnin' round, spinnin' round, spinnin' round
Looking for myself.. Sober

When it's good, then it's good, it's so good, 'till it goes bad
Till you're trying to find the you that you once had
I have heard myself cry
Never again
Broken down in agony
And just trying to find a friend

Veröffentlicht in Bells of another land

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